Song of the Moment: Looking back on today by Ataris



School has finally started and I can feel the working piling up already. I love it.



Wednesday, August 27th, 2003. First Day of School



The night before, I went to sleep at around 9:30 to make sure that I wouldn't fall asleep during class. I woke up at 6:30, got ready for school, left my house at 7:15 and got there about 5 minutes before the bell rang at 7:30. I changed my schedul around a bit, went from Chemistry to Physics and I also dropped American Lit [English] Honors to just normal English. Here's my schedule [for now.. I MIGHT drop Art]


Zero Period--American Government/Economy with Mr. Miguel
A2--Analysis with Ms. Coonrad
A3--Art 2/3/4 with Mr. Wessels
A4--ROP Cisco Networking with Mr. Mejia
B6--Physics with Ms. Bedell
B7--American Lit. with Mr. Gillette
B8--Drama with Ms. Warner


The first day of school was pretty chill/boring. I already had a current event assignment due for American Government on Friday [yesterday]. I only had a little homework for Analysis, which was practically nothing and it took Lorraine and I like 5 minutes to do it. I have Analysis with Dylan, which is frustrating sometimes because you can't really tell when he's right or wrong on a problem. Even the teacher told me yesterday that he was either a genius, or he has no idea what he's talking about. There's this new person in my class... he MIGHT be in the same grade as I am, I just know that he's one Andrew's friends. Ugh, Andrew has changed so much during the summer. He got his hair spiked and he turned into a kind of jerk.


Anywho, Art this year is really ghetto. All of the Art rooms were kicked out of the Fine Arts building [they're re-modeling it] into the portables. Sooooo cramped. This semester is going to be really shitty and I was going to drop out, but then it'd be a waste since we'll be back into the Fine Arts building by next semester, and I wouldn't be able to do a whole year in order to get into the high Art class for senior year. I guess I just have to stop crying and just deal with it.


I have Cisco Networking with Lorraine, which is pretty good since it's my third year with Mejia and Lorra and I can be bored together. Austin is also in my class, and Ashley is too. Wheeee, we can be bored together. It's also good to have peope you know in that class, because we're going to be doing group projects together and the four of us are basically set in groups already since we already hang out together and stuff.


Garr. The first day of school is boring. I can already tell that my A-Day classes are going to be my "sleep" days this year. My B-Day classes however....



Thursday, August 28th, 2003. Second day of school


Physics---This guy in my zero period class named Adam that was in my zero period class last year likes me. Ugh, and when he saw me walk into his Physics class, he took his backpack off one of the front row seats and put it next to my seat [that I chose] in the back. I was like.... what the fuck, you loser. lol. I didn't say that out loud, since I probably would be asking for his help later on since he seems like the smart type so err yeah. I was the third or fourth person to get there, so I waited a while and saved Lorraine a seat. She gets there, we wait and talk together, and the next thing I knew.... Andrew and his friend walk past us [the very back row to the furthest right] and sit in the seats in front of us. Lorraine started laughing as she watched me prevent myself from smiling and laughing and staring at Andrew's friend. He may be a jerk, but he's pretty hot. hahahahaha


American Lit---When Physics was over, Lorraine and I headed upstairs to look for our friends and stuff. When we found some of them like the usual Stephanie and Melinda, I dragged them over to my American Lit class so I could save myself a seat and put my backpack aside. I set my backpack on some random seat close to the back and smack dab in the middle, and went to the food line with Lorra. The bell rings for B7, we part, and I go back into my AL class. I saw that Andrew was right behind the seat that I chose and I was like... whoa wtf he's in my class again. It's kind of ironic, because if i hadn't switched out of Chemistry and if I hadn't dropped American Lit honors, I wouldn't be in any of his classes and I wouldn't have learned how much of a jerk he and his friend are. Garrrrr.


Drama---Drama was fun! I can't wait to memorize lines and perform... I might even try out for this year's play. Wheeee. I would do it once I get the fucking guts to. And I believe that Drama is the class to obtain the confidence to try out for things like the play, the Escapades, and the Spring Musical. Fun.



Friday, August 29th, 2003. Boredom and pigging out


This was my second A Day this year, and it was just as boring as the first day. Well, not really. Analysis was boring, but Art was pretty fun since we actually did something instead of just sitting there and hearing Mr. Wessels talk. We got to draw our own corn [a REAL corn... with husks and everything]. Towards the end of the class when I finished drawing mine, everyone around me was all asking if I was in Art 4 because my drawing looked or cool... or something. I was like, "Err.. I'm only in Art 2. haha." It was fun, especially since a lot of the people in Art 2 and 3 couldn't even draw.


Cisco was also funner this day, since I actually learned a few new things. We connected wires, took out the tiles of the floor, worked together. Wooh.


Afterschool, I went to Ashley's house. We then went to Taco Bell and totally pigged out. I had the #7 [chicken quesidilla... wtf I know i spelled that wrong], and Ashley had like 4 soft tacos. We went to the library and slept for a while. I did three problems from my Analysis homework, stopped, and talked with Ashley. We didn't do much of anything else, except for talk and talk over random crap. We talked about our failed relationships, school, people, friends.



God damn my stupid mom is bitching again. I guess I'll blog later then....

Song of the Moment: Pretty Girl by Sugarcult



Hmm... I'm just sitting here in front of the computer waiting for my laundry to dry so I can fold it and I'm going to take the 2:00 bus to Harbor High and meet up with Melinda and Stephanie to get our new schedules. Afterwards, we're going to the Boardwalk to pick up my check and then head to the mall or something. God damn I need to stop spending my money...


Wooh! I start school tommorow. Wow, I can't believe it. Summer went by so fast and I didn't waste it like last summer. Well, last summer wasn't really a waste... it was just more... chill. Anywho, I washed my pretty white Jansport backpack [the same one i've had ever since 8th grade] and it's all nice and clean and perfect. It still looks like new, it's pretty amazing. I will be getting my shit ready for school tommorow when I get home from the mall, lay out the clothes I'm going to wair tommorow, make sure I have my binder and everything else with me, and just try to get everything perfect. I'm probably going to sleep hella early tonight... like around 10 or 11 or something. I usually stay up until 3 in the morning watching late night shows and pigging out on junk food, so it's going to be pretty hard for me to sleep early.


Back to school... back to school.... ^.^

*Sidebar Updated*

Wow! I actually updated something! lol. I was soooo freaking bored today and I found this shitty little mic thing that came with our computer so I decided to play around with it. The voice recorder on my computer is so freaking crappy, it only records up to a minute at a time. I tried downloading a better soundrecorder online, but all of them are "free to try, 9375938475435 dollars to buy". I'm like fuck that shit, I'll just find the cracks later or something...


Cover your ears! XD


All Saints - "Ha Ha"


Since I don't have my stupid digital camera anymore to satisfy my boredom, I guess I'll just play around with this mic for a while. Whee.

Song of the moment: Satisfaction by Eve



Ahh, memories. I remember our dance routine for Lorraine's sweet sixteen to this song. *starts dancing* Wheeee!


Hmm I still haven't done my laundry yet. lol. Basically, all I did today was:


*Get woken up by my bird's loud chirping
*Watch the T.V. with my sister for a half an hour
*Go upstairs to my mom's room [where the computer is] right after my mom left for work
*Go online, talk to a couple of people, blog
*Watch music videos on Yahoo! Launch
*Read other people's blogs, blog some more while listening to Winamp Radio [I don't download songs anymore since it kills my computer]
*Check my email, wrote back to my friend Alfredo [aka Muffy] in Texas
*Went downstairs around 2-3 PM and ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich
*Watched the Travel Channel
*Went back online, talked to Ryan, Tai and Roli for a bit


And here I am. Still bored, still procrastinating on doing my laundry. lol. I should really do it now before my mom gets home and starts yelling at me for being all lazy. Darn Asian parents. I am seriously the laziest work a holic in the entire world. wheee.

Song of the moment: The Color Red by Soar Throat



I am fucking bored outta my mind.


name: Mil Alba
age: 16
birthdate: June 7, 1987
birthplace: Pasay City, Manila [Philippines]
sex: Female
location: Santa Cruz
blood type: Errr, I don't know....
zodiac: GEMINI!
height: 5'4
weight: I haven't checked in a long time, but I'm guessing between 110 and.... 200! lol
hair color: Light brown
hair style: Natural
eye color: Brown
nationality: Filipino/Italian
language: English, Tagalog, Italian
email: mil@crashportal.com
website: Fiend
school: Harbor High
disposition: Eh?
hobbies: *MUSIC* [listening to music, playing my guitar and piano, singing], writing, reading, keeping busy with school, work and whatever.
phobias: Relationship commitments. =X
fetishes: Music
bad habits: Leading people on, over-compulsive behavior
sleep patterns: Random. Depends on the day...
work habits: Overcompulsive. I tend to be a work-a-holic at times.
pet peeves: Too many to name.
prize possession: My knowledge.
personal quote: "Make money to live, don't live to make money." -Myself [I don't give a shit if anyone else said this or if some famous person said the same thing, I came up with this from my own personal experience so you can go shit yourself]

FAVORITES:
food: Anything edible....
drink: Boba
icecream: Strawberry shortcake
candy: Anything sweet...
color: Red, white and black.
sport: BASKETBALL, volleyball and soccer
music: Alternative/Punk/Metal rock, jazz/swing
tv show: Currently, it would have to be "I Love the 70's".
movie: My Sassy Girl [I guess..]
game: Initial D
pastime: Reading, writing, listening to music
hangout: Borders
place in the house: The kitchen
place in someone else's house: The kitchen
fish: Uhhh.... Beta?
brand names: B - R - A - N - D names? What the fuck is this, a fucking advertisement for GAP or something? Ugh.
people names: Orion, Celeste [my future kids names]

FAMILY LIFE:
who do you live with?: A mother, a brother and a fat lump of a sister.
how old?: Mom--54 [I think], Brother--21, Sister--22
what do you like about them?: I like my mom's senility since I can basically get away with anything I want, I like my brother because he's been such a big influence on me [anime, games, etc], and I like my sister because she's always the first to cry and apologize when we have arguments which gives me so much fucking ego you don't even know.
what pisses you off about them?: Shit load of crap.
do you get along?: I would say 20% of the time...
pets?: 5 Birds [Chi Chi, Whitey, Pangit, Baby, and Pancake], 1 Beta fish [Kyo]
what do you feed it?: No shit, Shirlock. I think it's implied as to what I would feed a fucking bird and a fucking fish.
any family trips?: The last "family trip" we took was like... 7-8 years ago. We all go on trips to places like the East Coast, Vegas or the Philippines, just not together and/or as a "whole" family.
dinner at the table or separate?: Considering the facts that I've stated so far, it would be amazing if we dined together.
share your room?: Don't really have one...
share the bathroom?: Yeah
which sink?: What the fuck?
who spends the most time in the bathroom?: Sadly, my brother.
who cooks?: Mom.
who eats it?: Depends on what my mom cooks.

SOCIAL LIFE:
how did you meet your best friend?: I hated all of my best friends now when I first met them, which was quite ironic.
what do you and your friends do as a group?: Get in trouble [or do things that would get us into trouble, yet we haven't really gotten into trouble... yet], illegal driving, mall, downtown, Boardwalk, random trips to San Jose, movies [at the theater or at someone's house], etc...
do you get together often?: I guess
how did you meet your friends?: Mainly school, games [mostly DDR], online, through other friends, get-togethers
how many date back to childhood?: I would say, 5 oh wait... there's the guys, too. Umm probably 10? 11?
do you chat online a lot?: Recently, I have been. It's about to change when school starts, though.
talk on the phone?: No, actually I just get my little white horse to send my friends messages back and forth. Santa Cruz is quite mideval.
for how long?: ......
do you have webcam conferences, too?: No, I've never been that much of an Internet junkie.
boy/girlfriend?: There are three possibilities... it just depends on what happens and all that jazz.
do your parents know?: She never knows. Why the hell would I tell her when ever since I was 11 years old, she's been telling me that I can't even date until I'm in college?
how did you get together?: I've known one of them for almost two years and I met him through a friend. The other works at the Boardwalk and listens to punk, and the last one I kind of just met so errr gyeah.
have you had sex?: I made mad love with a goat this one time in a barn in Lousianna...
are you always together?: The goat and I?
is there drama?: The goat tends to check out the local deers which pisses me off.

DO YOU:
smoke?: No.
drink?: No.
eat your vegetables?: Yes, I was a vegetarian for 6 months.
exercise regularly?: Kind of.
get buried when you go to the beach?: I never go to the beach.
like to dance?: Yes.
play pool?: Nur, not really.
go hiking?: Science camp... [cabin counselor]
sing in the shower?: I sing everywhere.
like being in pictures?: I always lose them.
snorkel in the pool?: Uhh, no.
make whirpools in the jacuzzi?: Garr.
harass animals?: Fuck no. I'd rather harrass your mother.
like kids?: I suprisingly love kids, thus me doing Science Camp.
like adults?: This question is too fucking blunt.
actually laugh when you type "lol"?: Not all the time. "lol" turned into the word, "like". You don't realize you say it sometimes, and it usually becomes and ice breaker in awkward moments.
get hit on by people you just met 2 minutes ago?: Yes...
stalk people?: Only if they're worth it. haha

THIS OR THAT:
sprite or 7up?: dnL!
dark or light?: Dark.
sleep or food?: Food.
music or tv?: Music.
flowers. rose or dandelion?: Shitty question. Of course rose.
stuff. one or two?: Two.
the glass. half empty or half full?: I feel more comfortable saying "half empty" for some reason.
you. realistic or idealistic?: Both.
people. big group or small group?: Big group.
surroundings. loud or quiet?: Depends on my mood.
snack. sweet or salty?: Sweet. Always sweet.
music. classical or rock?: Both.
chocolate. with or without nuts?: Nuts are good.
cars. rice or no rice?: Okay, what the fuck. Am I the only Asian that doesn't know what a fucking rice rocket is? o_O;
rice. white or brown?: White.

CURRENT:
3 obsessions: Music, writing, guys
2 cravings: Chocolate, macaroni and cheese
3 thoughts: I can't believe I'm taking another survey. [Chevelle's "The Red" starts playing on Winamp] Ahhh, I love this song. Tommorow's probably going to be shitty, I can't wait until fucking school starts and this shitty anticipation is giving me a headache.
3 things on wish list: 4.0 + GPA this year [haha i wish], License [with car], a cookie
2 big events: School.... and more school
3 good things: School's starting. I might have a boyfriend soon even though I don't really want one in the first place. My classes for fall.
doing: This shitty survey, listening to music, ass aching after sitting with my feet curled up on the computer with me for an hour, thinking about school, dozing off every 10 minutes, thinking about how i should go do my laundry now, typing, looking at random crap around my mom's room as I type, stomach rumbling
wearing: A big t-shirt and a pair of granny underwair.
listening to: Smashing Pumpkins - "Zero" [song ends] Now I'm listening to Blondie --- "Hear of Glass". Oh yeah.
mood: Tired, lazy and bored.
any last comments?: I should go do my laundry now but I'm feeling too lazy to get up outta this stupid computer chair.

Song of the moment: Bother by Stone Sour


God damn I have no idea what I'm going to be doing today. Last night was pretty odd, it was the first time in a loooong time that I was talking with 10 people at once and about 6 of those 10 people were trying to have serious conversations with me or something like it. It felt like the good ole' days when I was a fucking Internet fiend when I would be online 24/7 meeting new people around California and stuff. It got kind of annoying with all ten people were IMing me at once... good thing I can type pretty fast, otherwise they would have probably thought I was ignoring them or something. And those keyboarding classes really payed off. Well, I had ONCE keyboarding class in freshman year, but that really taught me to type without looking at the keyboard. It's fun because now I can type with my eyes closed... which is what I usually do when I blog and I actually fell asleep once. Or at least dozed off.


*yawn* Melinda called me this morning. Little shit is still trying to use me, but whatever. She only called me because she has a zero period class and she was tyring to see if I can pick her up every morning. Fuck that. And then, she tried getting Stephanie's number, and Kyle's number, Jimmy's number, Sergio's number.... I was like, "Uhh I don't know their numbers sorry" even though I did. She told me that she even called Lorraine which is quite funny since Lorra doesn't give a shit about her anymore. Her brother fucking hates her for numerous reasons, her cousin now hates her... all because of her piece of shit boyfriend. Well, it isn't all his fault since it was Melinda that pursued the actions that she's done and the decisions that she's made. Whatever.


Tommorow is probably going to be steady. Melinda is trying to get me to hang out with her or whatever. I'm going to be picking up my new schedule at school tommorow [I changed my chemistry class to physics and hopefully my counselor changed it by now] and I'm going by the Boardwalk to pick up my last check from Twisselmans. I might hang out with Lorraine tommorow if she doesn't have work since we might end up meeting up at school because we both changed our schedule. Same with Steph.


God I can't believe how much time I have today and tommorow. At least I had all this time to slack off instead of working my ass off right before school starts with work at the Boardwalk or something and eventually go crazy the first couple of weeks since I would have had no break whatsoever. I didn't have a single break in between the last day of school [this year] and summer school. Basically, school ended on Thursday, I had work that weekend, and the following Monday, I had summer school. Getting that job at Hodgies didn't help my chill out one bit, but at least I stayed busy.


Ho hum... i am feeling like such a lazy ass. I should get up and do something productive. Maybe not. Oh yeah, I should go to my laundry... there's a huge pile of dirty clothes lying around here somewhere. *yawn* shit I'm not even fully awake yet. I bet you I'll come back to this later and totally not remember any of this down.

Song of the moment: Like a Lady by The Sounds


What an ass! But then I'm an ass too. XD


Monkey Fu Style: NIG-R
I am NOT pangit: yo
Monkey Fu Style: whaddup
Monkey Fu Style: sorry for not showing up :-(
I am NOT pangit: i waited there for like, two hours....
I am NOT pangit: i was all excited to see you too
I am NOT pangit: darnit....
I am NOT pangit: lol! just kidding i didn't show up either
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: i wanted you to feel bad for like 5 seconds :P
I am NOT pangit: haha you hate me now don't you? ;-)
I am NOT pangit: *gets blocked*
Monkey Fu Style signed off at 9:20:53 PM.


-3 minutes later-

Monkey Fu Style signed on at 9:23:10 PM.
Monkey Fu Style: fucking anal sex aim
I am NOT pangit: suuuure... you just don't love me anymore ;(
Monkey Fu Style: psh
Monkey Fu Style: you gives no lovin
Monkey Fu Style: you gets no lovin
Monkey Fu Style: :D
I am NOT pangit: hahahaha
I am NOT pangit: XP
Monkey Fu Style: :-D
Monkey Fu Style: hmmm...loving from Mil...
Monkey Fu Style: that'd be something grand
Monkey Fu Style: in a flowery feild
I am NOT pangit: *gives you internet lovin'*
I am NOT pangit: :o :o :o
Monkey Fu Style: OH SNAP
Monkey Fu Style: :O
I am NOT pangit: lol
Monkey Fu Style: I'll rub my c0x0r on teh modem
I am NOT pangit: XD
Monkey Fu Style: I need a gf -.-
Monkey Fu Style: know any hoes?
I am NOT pangit: hmmm
I am NOT pangit: there's this one chick from my school
I am NOT pangit: but you don't want THAT kind of hoe
Monkey Fu Style: hahaha
I am NOT pangit: *cringe
Monkey Fu Style: you're right
Monkey Fu Style: I mean more like
Monkey Fu Style: got any friends that'd dig me?
Monkey Fu Style: or know of anyone?
I am NOT pangit: hmmm
I am NOT pangit: not really....
Monkey Fu Style: damn
I am NOT pangit: all of my friends are either into asians
Monkey Fu Style: am I that horrible?
I am NOT pangit: or punk rockers
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: no it's not you
I am NOT pangit: XP
Monkey Fu Style: sometimes I wonder
I am NOT pangit: about what?
Monkey Fu Style: about weather it's me
Monkey Fu Style: like
Monkey Fu Style: why don't girls like me?
Monkey Fu Style: my attitude?
Monkey Fu Style: WHAT?
Monkey Fu Style: jesus
Monkey Fu Style: it bugs the shit outta me
I am NOT pangit: it might be your attitude..
I am NOT pangit: i don't know
Monkey Fu Style: well like
Monkey Fu Style: why wouldn't you date me?
Monkey Fu Style: like
Monkey Fu Style: besides the obvious friend zone :P
I am NOT pangit: lets see
I am NOT pangit: you're too tall
I am NOT pangit: :3
Monkey Fu Style: hahaha efff you
I am NOT pangit: lol

Song of the moment: No One Knows by Queens of the Stone Age


You know who I really miss talking to? Kevin. I know ya fucks don't know who I'm talking about, but I just wanted to say that. Anywho... I have no idea what I'm going to be doing tommorow. Today, all I basically did was go with my mom to drop my sister off to work, go to Walgreens to buy binder paper and hair color [I bought a dark blue/black hair color thing and a natural red hair color kit]. After that, I told my mom to drop me off to the mall because I really didn't want to stay home. At the mall, I bought a new pair of pants from Hot Topic [Shhhhhh!], two new jackets from Wet Seal, and a new pair of glasses. I took the bus home around 5-ish, went on the computer, filled out that little shit survey, and here I am. God damn I am so happy I had those two jobs and summer school this summer. Other wise, my whole summer would have been like today... just one, giant fucking waste. I hate being bored. I don't even have my digital camera anymore so I can't even take pictures and be all conceited like what I used to do before when I would get bored.


I'm gonna go now and read my book.... mmmm something smells good downstairs maybe i'll go eat first. =O~

Song of the moment: Mine by Taproot


I'm bored.



First bike : A blue tricycle with a nifty little basket in the front
First best friend(s) : Two chicks from the Philippines named Michelle and Rhona
First real memory of something : Looking out the window of the first house I lived in, staring at the droplets of rain make small splashes on the little puddles of mud on my backyard.
First car : Umm.... hehe ^^;;;;
First date : First date? Let's see... uhhh. I guess it was that one time Vincent and I went bowling. Or something. o_O;
First kiss : GRRR I'm still mad at the boy that gave me my first kiss. I was like, 5-6 years old and this little boy in my class during the Christmas party stopped me, put his arms on my shoulders, started SHAKING ME FOR SOME WIERD DIMENTED REASON, kissed me on the lips, stole my candy, and ran like a little chickenshit. I of course ran after him and punched him on the stomach. -_-;;;;
First break-up : Vincent? Wait, we weren't really "official". I would have to say Eugene..
First job : HODGIES! lol.
First screen name : videl7 [Videl from DBZ]
First self purchased album : How the hell should I remember
First funeral : My dad died when I was three, but I don't think I went to his funeral because my mom wanted to bury him in his old town in the province somewhere [in the philippines], but the first funeral that I went to and actually remember going to was my grandfather's. That happend like, less than a year after my dad died, yet I have sooo much more memories with my grandfather than I did with my dad. My grandfather was and still is my favorite person of all time. =First pet : The first pet I remember having is this dog named Butchai. She ended up running away and/or eated by some drunks.
First piercing/tattoo : I think I first had my ears pierced when I was 7... i don't remember.
First independent home : [not applicable]
First house/flat/apartment : [not applicable]
First credit card : Uhhh.. I have an ATM...? lol Wells Fargo all the way! XD
First love : AHAHHAHHAHHA! Only fools fall in love! =P
First enemy : Oooh I've had way too many enemies in my life that it's hard to determine who was first. hahaha.
First big trip : COMMING TO AMERICA! hahahahaha [I have no idea why that is so funny, but it is.]
First play/musical/performance : 6th Grade Winter Concert at Shoreline Middle School... piano... mm.....
First musician you remember hearing in your house : MICHAEL JACKSON, BABY. [back when he was cool]

last good cry : alone in my bed. It just happened one night when I couldn't sleep. I started thinking about death and my grandfather and how my mom will die someday and how we all will die someday. I then started thinking about little kids in countries like Ethiopia or India or China that would never even have the opportunity to do anything, because they're dying of starvation and stuff. The tears just started flowing and kept flowing and flowing.....
last library book checked out : I can't check out books anymore because I have three overdue books in the library from 7 years ago and I'm too stubborn to pay my fees. lol.
last movie seen : Freddy vs. Jason [with Isaac, Lorraine, Chris and Raul]
last book read : The story of Geometry from Parallel Lines to Hyperspace
last cuss word uttered : Fuck?
last beverage drank : Diet Mt. Dew! ;D
last food consumed : A kiwi.
last crush : Daniel? I think? It's between him and Roli and Romy I guess.
last kiss : Umm... Sometime about a month ago with Brent.... *dies*
last phone call : Last night to Lorraine. I called her to tell her about my piercings and to make her jealous that I almost got my belly pierced until my mom changed her mind the last minute. Ehehehehe.
last tv show watched : I Love the 70's
last time showered : About an hour ago
last shoes worn : Converse
last cd played : The Sounds: Living in America
last item bought : Binder paper for school
last downloaded : Some wierd non-English song from Ryan [I think it was Indian]
last annoyance : The stupid button thingy on my pants. Stupid shit wouldn't come off when I was about to take a shower and I was almost tempted to cut the little shit. lol
last disappointment : Not getting my belly pierced.
last soda drank : DIET MT. DEW, I ALREADY SAID THAT YOU LITTLE SHITHEAD.
last word written : Shithead. God, whoever made this thing is a dumbfuck.
last key used : The "." key. Oh, the idiocy....
last words spoken : Aloud? I guess, "Oh my fucking God why the hell am I taking this stupid shit."
last sleep : Nurrr... last night?
last im : Romy from this morning.
last weird encounter : This wierd Mexican dude at the bus stop right before I got home today.... he started talking to me in Spanish and stopped when I made it clear that I couldn't speak it. He then tried talking in English and started asking me wierd questions. He told me his name was Pedro and he was all, "Pedro good! Pedro no bandito! Pedro good!" I was like... uhh, okay and jumped into the bus.
last ice cream eaten : Caramel Prailene Crunch
last time amused : Watching that wierd guy [forgot his name] from I Love the 70's make fun of the things from the 70's... I guess///
last time wanting to die : Right now when I was bored enough to take this stupid test and since it's taken me this long to get this far, I might as well bear through the whole thing.
last time in love : GOD DAMNIT YOU FOOLS. I ALREADY SAID LOVE IS FOR MORONS! GUAR! XD
last time hugged : Friday night by Isaac when we were saying our goodbyes in the car. [It's nothing naughty you pr0n freaks]
last chair sat in : shithead shithead shithead. *bangs head on the computer desk*
last lipstick used : I don't wear lipstick.
last shirt worn : My old "gemini" shirt that I got at Limited two three years ago. Yes, it still fits me. lol
last time dancing : Last night at that stupid Filipno party.
last webpage visited : Blogger.com

Singin' at the moment: Heaven by DJ Sammy feat. Yanou


The party last night was pretty boring. All of my mom's friends that haven't seen me since I was like 12 were all, "Oh my gosh! Miladel is so beautiful! You should be a model, oh my gosh you're beauty is amazing!" -_-;;;;;; WTF? They were all attacking me with their compliments and stuff while I was trying to read my book and write in my journal outside. They kept telling my mom that she should enter me in the "Watsonville Filipino Community Beauty Pagent". Guar. One of my mom's friends grabbed my hand right before we were about to leave and took me to the dance floor. >.< God damnit her friends are evil. This is what you have to put up with when you're Filipino. Filipino's don't care about your feelings, they just say whatever is on their minds whether you're butt ugly or pretty, they'll tell you what's up. I hate it. XD


My mom told my brother and sister about what her friends were saying and about her entering me into a beauty pagent. THANK GOD my brother said something that made me feel a little better about the attacks of last night: "HAHAHAHAHAHA! Miladel can never be in a beauty pagent, she's too much of a tomboy!" Believe it or not, that remark felt really good. I'd rather be a tomboy than a beauty queen. lol.


Anywho, I finally got my peircings yesterday. Another hole on each lobe and I got my right ear cartilage pierced. The piercings didn't hurt at all, it felt like a little bug bite but AFTERWARDS when my mom's stupid friends kept hugging and kissing me and rubbing their hands on my FUCKING ears, I felt like my ear was about to fall off. Of course, I had to keep smiling and giving respect to my elders. I guess I like being nice, but then I love being a bitch. Gah, all of these emotions are all part of me and it pisses me off how I can't just stay stable with one personality. I guess this is what I get for being a gemini.


I have no idea what I'm going to be doing today. My mom wants me to go to her other friend's house for her anniversary thing, but I passed. She's going to take me to Staples/Wallgreens to get some binder paper, but other than that, I MIGHT just stay home or something. Hmmm... maybe I should go downtown to Borders and read. Shit, it's only Sunday. The anticipation of school is pissing me off, why can't it be here already? I want the work to pile up on me once again so I wouldn't be so fucking bored. Oh! I should go to the mall and buy some new pants. And then, I could go downtown to Wherehouse music and buy some new CDs and then to BORDERS to go listen to my new CDs and read my book. Wheeeeeeeeee! ^.^


I am such a schizo...